Toni J Spencer, incessant adventurer lover of life and self-proclaimed misfit, has made it her sole purpose to experience everything life has to offer – the good, the bad, the ugly - and then write amazing and insightful commentary about it.
2026 NEW RELEASE
Fever dream was written in a single day. A challenge that became a reckoning. What began as an experiment in endurance spiralled into something else entirely: a raw, unfiltered descent through love, loss, and death.
Each poem collides into the next like waves in a storm, disorienting, intimate, and impossible to turn away from. Toni J Spencer writes with the urgency of someone trying to outrun their own heart, capturing what it means to be alive in the middle of chaos, the fever of heartbreak, the delirium of grief, and the strange beauty that flickers beneath it all.
Sixteen-year-old Penny’s attempts to navigate the daily grind of a city in violent chaos are constantly being challenged by new and dark developments.
So when she stumbles across Quinn, a self-proclaimed campaigner of freedom, a fast friendship forms, and the two of them set out to change their circumstances and the world around them.
They craft powerful messages of hope hidden in the folds of hundreds of paper airplanes that they plan to launch from the rooftops of derelict buildings. All the while being chased by a brutal and unrelenting militia.
